Love Sucks Specially Impossible Love ?

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WELL MY STORY BEGINS WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL 7TH GRADE TO BE EXACT AND AT TE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR I MET THIS GIRL REALLY PRETTY MY FRIENDS THOUGHT SHE WAS UGLY BUT I DIDN’T CARE BECAUSE TO ME SHE WAS REALLY PRETTY,I WAS REALLY HAPPY WE WE’RE FRIENDS UNTIL ONE DAY I RECEIVE THE WORST 2 NEWS I COULD RECEIVE ONE I WAS GONNA MOVED TO ANOTHER TOWN AND LEAVE MY BEAUTIFUL SCHOOL AND THE GIRL I LIKED BUT THE SECOND ONE WAS EVEN WORST BECAUSE I FOUND OUT THAT MY FRIEND(WELL NOT REALLY WE JUST TALK BUT WE DIDN’T HANG OUT OR ANYTHING)ASK HER TO BE HIS GF AND SHE SAID YES BUT I DIDN’T CARE BECAUSE I SAID TO MYSELF “AS LONG AS SHE’S HAPPY” AND SO I MOVED BUT THERE I COULDN’T FORGET ABOUT THE GIRL SHE WAS ON MY MIND 24/7 EVEN WHEN I WAS SLEEP I DREAM OF HER.LATER ON DURING SUMMER BREAK MY MOM GOT A BETTER JOB OFFER AND WE MOVED BACK AND I WAS THRILL BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO SEE THE GIRL AGAIN AND I WAS GOING BACK TO MY AWESOME SCHOOL AND SO I DID AND I EVEN GOT BETTER NEWS BECAUSE SHE BROKE UP WITH MY FRIEND UNFORTUNATELY I DIDN’T GET ANY CLASSES WITH HER BUT I DIDN’T CARE BECAUSE I TRIED EVERYTHING I COULD TO TO TALK TO HER DURING LUNCH AND PASSING PERIODS AND FINALLY THE END OF THE SCHOOL YEAR AND THE 8TH GRADE DANCE WAS COMING UP AND I WAS GONNA ASK HER OUT(TO THE DANCE)SADLY SOMEONE ELSE BEAT ME TO IT PLUS THE SCHOOL RAN OUT OF TICKETS I GOT ONE BUT I DIDN’T BECAUSE I DIDN’T SEE HER DANCING WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND SO AFTER THE DANCE THE GIRL HAD A FIGHT WIT GUY THAT ASK HER OUT BUT I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING LATER ON AFTER SUMMER BREAK IT WAS TIME FOR HIGH SCHOOL FRESHMAN YEAR AND I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE I PASSED MIDDLE SCHOOL WITH 5 A’s AND 2 B’s PLUS WHEN I GOT TO HIGH SCHOOL I FOUND OUT THAT WE HAD 3 CLASSES TOGETHER AND I WAS SO HAPPY BUT THAT HAPPINESS WASN’T GONNA LAST LONG BECAUSE WHEN WE’RE IN BIOLOGY I OVERHEARD ABOUT THIS GUY SHE WAS TALKING ABOUT TO HER FRIEND AND THEN I ASK HER FRIEND AND SHE SAID IT WAS HER BF TOTALLY HEARTBREAKING BUT IT GETS WORST BECAUSE HE WAS A SOPHOMORE AND I COULDN’T COMPETE WITH SOMEONE WHO COULD DRIVE 2 MONTHS LATER SHE STARTED PLANNING HER SWEET 15 OR QUINCEAÑERA AND I WAS LIKE “SO WHEN IS YOUR SWEET 15″ SHE SAID IT WAS IN MAY AND I SAID BUT IT’S NOVEMBER AND SAID SHE HAD TO START PLANING AND I SAID PLAYING “SO YOUR GONNA INVITE ME,RIGHT?AND SHE SAID YEAH BY THEN I ALREADY HAD A JOB WITH MY BROTHER HE OWNED?OWNS A SMALL LAWN CARE COMPANY AND I WORKED WITH HIM SO I STARTED SAVING FOR A GREAT GIFT FOR HER.DECEMBER CAME AND IT WAS TIME FOR OUR MIDTERM EXAMS AND I WAS READY HOWEVER SHE WASN’T I TRIED TO HELP STUDY BUT SHE DIDN’T WANT MY HELP AND SHE GOT A 20% IN BIOLOGY BUT IT GOT WORST BECAUSE HER PARENTS MOVED HER TO THIS SCHOOL WERE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE GET ACCEPTED AND I WAS REALLY SAD THAT I WASN’T GONNA SEE HER ANYMORE BUT I GOT HER E-MAIL AND HER MYSPACE 2 MONTHS LATER HER BF TOLD HER TO STOP TALKING TO ME I WAS SAD BUT I DIDN’T CARE BECAUSE I DIDN’T WANTED HER TO GET IN TROUBLE WITH BF SO BACKED OFF ONE DAY IN THE BEGINNING OF MAY SHE CAME TO MY SCHOOL AND I WAS HAPPY AND I WAS GONNA TALK TO HER BUT SHE WAS WITH HER BF AND I JUST WALK AWAY AND THAT SAME DAY(IT WAS A FRIDAY) I ASKED MY BROTHER TO GIVE ME A RIDE TO KAY THE JEWELRY STORE SO I COULD GET HER I GIFT AND I DID I SAVED 1200 DOLLARS AND I BOUGHT THIS BEAUTIFUL NECKLACES FOR 1100 DOLLAR AND I KEPT WAITING FOR A CALL A TEXT MESSAGE A MESSAGE ON MYSPACE BUT NOTHING THE DAY BEFORE THE PARTY AGAIN FRIDAY I ASK HER FRIEND WHICH WAS ALSO MY FRIEND IF SHE DIDN’T LEFT MY INVITATION WITH HER AND SHE SAID THAT THE GIRL SAID I WASN’T INVITED THAT BROKE MY HEART COMPLETELY SO I TOLD HER FRIEND TO GIVE HER THE NECKLACE I BOUGHT HER AND SHE DID BUT THE GIRL TOLD HER FRIEND TO GIVE IT BACK TO ME THAT GOT REALLY MAD AND SAD BECAUSE I WORKED LIKE A DOG FOR 6 MONTHS TO BUY THAT NECKLACE SO I SOLD FOR 900 DOLLARS AND 6 MONTHS PASSED WITHOUT HEARING FROM HER BUT STILL THOUGHT ABOUT. HER{SHE STILL DIDN’T KNOW I LIKED HER}ONE DURING SCHOOL IT WAS SENIOR SKIP DAY AND I KNEW A SENIOR SO ME(I WAS A SOPHOMORE} AND MY SENIOR FRIEND AND OTHER FRIENDS SKIP SCHOOL AND WE WENT TO THE BEACH AND THEN MY FRIEND’S HOUSE THERE I WAS LOOKING AT MY FRIEND’S PICTURES BECAUSE DID INVITED HIM.AND THE GIRL FRIEND NOTICED ME AND SHE STARTED LOOKING AT THE PICTURES TOO.AND SHE SAID SOMETHING THAT ALMOST MADE CRY IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS HER EXACT WORD WE’RE “WOW I CAN BELIEVE SHE’S BEING PREGNANT FOR 6 MONTHS ALREADY AND SO A MONTH LATER I DECIDED TO CREATE A FATE MYSPACE PROFILE WITH A RANDOM PICTURE I GOT OFF THE INTERNET AND I STARTED TALKING TO HER AND SHE TALKED TO THE FAKE PROFILE THAT MADE ME SAD BECAUSE HOW CAN SHE TALKED TO SOMEONE SHE DOESN’T ME INSTEAD OF ME UNTIL ONE DAY SHE DECIDED TO DELETED BOTH PROFILES FROM HER FRIENDS THE FAKE PROFILE AND MY REAL ONE I ASKED HER WHY BUT SHE DIDN’T ANSWER INSTEAD HER BF DID AND HE SAID TO NEVER TALK TO HER GF AGAIN NOW THIS YEAR AROUND APRIL OR MAY MY FRIEND DECIDED THAT IT WAS TIME TO FORGET ABOUT HER AND SHE HOOKED ME UP WITH ONE OF HIS FRIENDS(A GIRL OF COURSE)AND I REALLY LIKE HER BUT I STILL CAN FORGET ABOUT THE GIRL I MET IN 7TH GRADE.WHEN I FOUND SHE GAVE BIRTH A KID I TOLD EVERYONE MY SECRET LOVE FOR HER AND THAT I WOULD BE WILLING TO GIVE HIM MY LAST NAME AND TREAT HIM AS MY OWN KID IF HER BF DIDN’T RESPOND HER BUT HE DID AND I WAS HAPPY FOR THAT SO THAT WHERE MY QUESTION COMES FROM AM I IN LOVE?HAVE I BEEN IN LOVE FOR 6 YEARS NOW BECAUSE I’M A SENIOR NOW AND I STILL CAN’T FORGET ABOUT HER.WHAT CAN I DO TO FORGET HER?HELP AND SUFFERING FOR A LOST CAUSE BECAUSE SHE WILL NEVER BE WITH ME.